EstA’ BLoG

泪渐渐乾了﹐我们的故事终于走到了曲折
在心里有种好想挣扎的罪恶﹐ 是你让我难以割舍
天慢慢亮了﹐我从头想了一遍我们的分与合
是什么让我坚持熬到这一刻。。是你曾给我的快乐
还能说什么﹐心已掏空。。付出的背后 是这种结果
我为爱伤的彻底 你却面无表情。。你说走就走爱恨多自由 。。。

夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想起你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗
好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你

在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福

oh
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你
你还爱我吗

Went out with vanessa, her bf and ruth to vivocity todae….vanessa is like this maple addict and there is a maple event held there…u can like exchange one prepaid card to get one packet of angbaos..so we accompanied her to redeem…she had like freaking 119 prepaid cards la!!! and the worse thing …she dun wan the red packets….she said she just redeem for fun…so in the end…me and ruth ended up with 119 packets of maple red packets…hahahaha…and one audition poster and maple post cards….hahahhaa FREAKING 119 packets of red packets…dun even think my mom need to give out so mani ang baos lah…

i have poor immune and low blood pressure…so i have to take alot of vitamins…….

‘It might break your heart to see the one you love happy
with someone else, but it’s more painful to know that
the one you love is unhappy with you…. ‘

haha…so crappy to start the day like tat…..it feels like shit to wake up the next day after crying urself to sleep and ur eyes are too small and swollen to open….

dun feel like going anywhere but i think last night too much crying action…think my stitch burst or something…haha blood was on my pillow…..i think i have to go to the doctor’s later to check and change my dressing at the same time…….gotta remember to take my painkillers….

do i live a sad life?