EstA’ BLoG

‘It might break your heart to see the one you love happy
with someone else, but it’s more painful to know that
the one you love is unhappy with you…. ‘

haha…so crappy to start the day like tat…..it feels like shit to wake up the next day after crying urself to sleep and ur eyes are too small and swollen to open….

dun feel like going anywhere but i think last night too much crying action…think my stitch burst or something…haha blood was on my pillow…..i think i have to go to the doctor’s later to check and change my dressing at the same time…….gotta remember to take my painkillers….

do i live a sad life?

went for my operation todae at changi general hospital…all went smoothly….they put a drip on me and i must say that was the worse…..it was even more painful den the actual surgery itself……now my neck’s swollen but i get 8 days off!! woohooo….

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Am so lazy at home now………

Taiwan was good….been back for like a few days already…..work is tiring……….but no work no money……….Anyways i uploaded some taiwan photos up in my photo albums….u guys can take a look at it……onli like a few …there were like at least 150 of them…but i just took some out…just click on this link here below

Taiwan photos!!

todae …..am feeling quite emo again….haizz……..guess i will go for walk later………walking is good…the cold air clears my mind…..the quietness makes me think…………

In taiwan xi men ding’s internet cafe blogging since i am so bored and have nothing to do and alone and starving! hahaa mocha will be late so i guess surfing the net will be a good waste of time…so far tw has been pretty good….just tat some problems came up…but overall everything is good…..its shopping paradise here and people are all so friendly..food is good..its been like 8 days in tw…omg….so fast…..more great days to come i hope …i kinda miss sg….i miss my family and my friends and someone….new year was pretty fucking great…taipei101’s fireworks was..AWESOME!!!!! i filmed tat down…gonna be some memory!!! my xmas and new year in tw…..i made a wish..when the fireworks came on…..we all did….lets all hope our wishes come true aaight sis? haha i noe ur reading this….Mocha kai wen xuan ur soooo lateee…u better come soon!!! pics to come!!   

你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信分手的理由时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

我们的爱像一种季节
冬天过了却不是春天
在各自世界继续沉淀
当地球转到黑夜那边
你有没有梦见我的泪

Don’t you worry, I don’t mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over
With your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Don’t be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
But the only thing I’m asking, ‘cos I need you to
Remember me, as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it’s never too late

I won’t give up while there’s a glimmer of a chance
A dream that’s never ending
Inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh baby you’re my destiny
But the message I’m receivein’, is your through with me
But I’ll be there, even though you tell me you don’t care
How could you forget the times we’ve shared
Don’t throw our love away, you know it’s never too late

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